What we did our best during the short period of time.
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In the beginning of the year, we never expected that the life, our life is going to be such a way, playing hard to get the success. The moment we entered the class as a Form 3 student this year, it scared us to death. Really. Sometime, it makes us wondered "oh, what's next? PMR is gone, what's up next after this?" but the thing. the result that answered the questions in our mind turned out to be nothing, none other than what we expected.
So we decided just to go with the flow even though we don't know the consequences yet we tried despite we lost the track of time. But again we failed to manage our time well. Time easily went away from us as fast as lightning. Maybe not. How can we across the time so quickly? Just tell us how. Wormhole? This is not galaxy, okay!
Insecurity, inferiority and superiority complex. Three in one. The mixed feelings buried deep down inside the soul that doesn't know how to get up back. Eventually, fell down and can't get hold onto the rope. The cliff was just too steep. Why can't we hold that friend's hand and let her fell?
Yeah the story isn't ended yet. It just another chapter of the story to complete the life story. Other than mixed feeling...what else? Parents? No, they did nothing wrong. Maybe its our fault for not being so hardworking, we were more likely to be a clumsy, careless and even clueless person. We didn't even noticed what good that they did for us. Maybe what the old people used to say was correct. We are too lazy. Lazy enough to work. We didn't work though, all we just need to do was to study and do well in your exam so that you can get a good and unexpected result.
Sigh.
All left at that time were only weapons from teachers and help from god. Yeah, we depended on teachers every time. We don't know how to struggle by ourselves. Forgive us. Maybe we were just like babies who only know how to cry and cry. Once our teacher had said that why don't we just be a mom for this year. Right now we were carrying the baby inside our tummy waiting for the baby to come out and that baby is our knowledge.
My dear sisters out there, sometimes we were thinking how lucky you guys are for not being the first generation to take the PT3. At least you guys can prepared yourself during the long period of time before depart to the battle. Sounds like we lacked of confidence....
We can't denied that "yes, we are not ready yet!" but how could we do that? Every time teacher would asked us, "so how many percent of your readiness to take the exam? 80%? 90%?" we told ourselves inside us that no we are not, but we are trying to try to be ready.
And we don't know yet. The result?
Article by QN
So we decided just to go with the flow even though we don't know the consequences yet we tried despite we lost the track of time. But again we failed to manage our time well. Time easily went away from us as fast as lightning. Maybe not. How can we across the time so quickly? Just tell us how. Wormhole? This is not galaxy, okay!
Insecurity, inferiority and superiority complex. Three in one. The mixed feelings buried deep down inside the soul that doesn't know how to get up back. Eventually, fell down and can't get hold onto the rope. The cliff was just too steep. Why can't we hold that friend's hand and let her fell?
Yeah the story isn't ended yet. It just another chapter of the story to complete the life story. Other than mixed feeling...what else? Parents? No, they did nothing wrong. Maybe its our fault for not being so hardworking, we were more likely to be a clumsy, careless and even clueless person. We didn't even noticed what good that they did for us. Maybe what the old people used to say was correct. We are too lazy. Lazy enough to work. We didn't work though, all we just need to do was to study and do well in your exam so that you can get a good and unexpected result.
Sigh.
All left at that time were only weapons from teachers and help from god. Yeah, we depended on teachers every time. We don't know how to struggle by ourselves. Forgive us. Maybe we were just like babies who only know how to cry and cry. Once our teacher had said that why don't we just be a mom for this year. Right now we were carrying the baby inside our tummy waiting for the baby to come out and that baby is our knowledge.
My dear sisters out there, sometimes we were thinking how lucky you guys are for not being the first generation to take the PT3. At least you guys can prepared yourself during the long period of time before depart to the battle. Sounds like we lacked of confidence....
We can't denied that "yes, we are not ready yet!" but how could we do that? Every time teacher would asked us, "so how many percent of your readiness to take the exam? 80%? 90%?" we told ourselves inside us that no we are not, but we are trying to try to be ready.
And we don't know yet. The result?
Article by QN
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